I have changed my myspace page. It was old and needed sprucing up. Here is the link for those who wish to check it out.

www.myspace.com/asudem333

My favorite song... "Missionary Man". ;)

More info to come...

I took the 43 Things Personality Quiz and found out I'm a Spiritual Romantic Self-Knower

I would agree with this!!

My new familiar is a girl. Her name is Nuit.."continuous one of heaven". She now wears a black, jewel-studded collar. She likes it here! She's very prissy, and flirts with the boys. My kind of cat.

Gryff enjoying a nap.

We will miss you, sweetie.

In this moment, I am playing on the computer, Josh is reading "The Exorcist" (a gift from st. nick), Jarod is playing a game on his new Wii system (uugghh), Jordan is dancing to the weird beat of the washing machine which is spinning clothes off balance. The house has become quiet after the insanity of this morning. I'm drinking coffee laced with Irish cream... it's a good moment.

I am digging livejournal, but myspace is where i've put most of my "stuff". Pictures, music, and more clues of the workings of my demented mind... My friend list here is pretty small; I can think of maybe two people who may not have seen my myspace. So, here is the address:

www.myspace.com/asudem333

Check it out if you wish; i'm an open book. Yeah right!
Hope everyone is well and happy,
asudem

I'm not sure if this is LJ material, but, what the Hell.

Visited with an attorney this morning to discuss my divorce. Before I knew it, he was asking all these questions; i answered; he's writing all this down; letting me know what i can ask for, what i can't, etc. He will have the papers ready tomorrow for me to pick up and review to make sure all is correct. It seemed incredibly simple and quick. But then, getting married was simple and quick also. Of course, he has to review the papers and sign, but there is nothing in them that we haven't already discussed and agreed on verbally. I can't say i'm happy or sad about it all; just numb. I did get one big question answered: I will have the final word regarding the children's religious practices. I figured that, but it good to hear it from an attorney's mouth. After he signs, and I sign, it takes 31 days to be final. More to come...

"I'm a writer that doesn't write much." Thanks C. for putting that out there for me to see.

All the words that I thought up and put together to form a coherant thought, left my head and went straight to my heart; where I then acted upon them. I suspect I shall leave countless journals blank before i'm done. I have beautiful journals lying around my room; either completely empty, or with maybe a page or two used for ramblings.

That's why it makes perfect sense for me to be on LJ!! I do enjoy reading everyone's postings, and i'm jealous of your courage to share your thoughts. I write this now, only out of fear of being misunderstood or "not known" by those who I care about deeply. I choose to listen intently, and speak seldom. I love through my heart; not my mouth. Although my mouth does get some compliments!!! Eewwww, sorry for that one. Sometimes, I do feel like one big, throbbing, bleeding heart. Some see that as a liability, not an asset. I choose people who think as I do to surround me and help protect it.

Uhggg, sharing my feelings sucks.

Maybe it's just me, but I think these surveys are kind of fun. Please copy and leave in comment area with your witty answers!

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
27) What's your favorite place to hang out?
28) Do you believe in ghosts?
29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30) Do you swear a lot?
31) Biggest pet peeve?
32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
34) Favourite and least favourite food?
35) Do you believe in God?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

I'm new here. I finally got tired of everyone talking about stuff on LJ, and I never knew what the heck they were talking about! As if I need another excuse to be glued to the computer; i'm already a myspace addict. Thanks R!! So, looking forward to this new way of staying in the loop.  Peace.